Creep

据说大多数人接触Radiohead这支乐队是从Creep开始的，比如我。

距离第一次听Creep这支歌或有两年，始终很难表达对它的感觉，千言万语不知从何说起。豆瓣上扎堆的摇滚小青年不遗余力地倾诉对它的热爱，归纳一下无非两点小情绪：疼痛 & 绝望。不知为什么，好端端的两个词这么一堆砌总显得特别矫情。想当年我也颇有些文艺气质，这两个小感受能写出一整屏凄美悲情的小酸文字。如今早己不是越疼痛越绝望、越绝望越疼痛的年纪，连安妮宝贝都结婚生子去了，再走这个路线实在很out很古董。于是，在周而复始地往耳朵里灌了一天Creep后，我虽然五味杂陈，也只想说这么一句：

疼就疼吧，总会好的。

我家亦舒说：对不起，死不去。

本来就是这么一回事。

当然我绝对双手双脚赞成Creep很好听，非常好听。

好听得让人疼痛，以及绝望。

Creep

(by Radiohead)

When you were here before,

Couldn't look you in the eye

You're just like an angel,

Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather

In a beautiful world

I wish I was special

You're so f**king special

But I'm a creep,

I'm a weirdo

What the hell am I doin' here?

I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts,

I wanna have control

I want a perfect body

I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice

when I'm not around

You're so f**king special

I wish I was special

But I'm a creep

I'm a weirdo

What the hell am I doin' here?

I don't belong here.

She's running out the door

She's running out

She run run run run...

run...

Whatever makes you happy

Whatever you want

You're so f**king special

I wish I was special

But I'm a creep,

I'm a weirdo

What the hell am I doin' here?

I don't belong here

I don't belong here...

2008/10/23